Sparkling Suha

 2020. Never in my wildest dreams did I anticipate that the year I had longed for since my youth would turn out to be the most formidable and fear-inducing. The weight of multiple unforeseen events that transpired throughout this year has molded me into a person of unparalleled strength. As I have been absent for an extensive period, allow me to provide a condensed overview. In 2017, I joyously entered into matrimony with my husband, Najmie. Simultaneously, I embarked on my first job, filled with hope and ambition. However, my aspirations of pursuing a Master's Degree at UiTM were dashed by unfortunate circumstances. Adding to the complexity, the news of pregnancy arrived, introducing an entirely new dimension of challenges. 2018 -  After giving birth to my baby on January 9th, I made the difficult decision to resign from my job during my postpartum period. I was being underpaid and saw no potential for growth in my position. Surprisingly, my resignation was approved by my bo...

Hi all. My post today would be slightly different from what I usually posted. Why? Because I feel like writing it as part of my thought, sharing, & da'wah. Well.. here it goes. I started working two weeks after I got married. New world, new journey. Met all unfamiliar faces, with different races, behaviour and etc. The first day I was so surprised the office have no proper place for prayers. The owner of the company I worked is Chinese. So no offence. It was disappointing but yet can't do anything about it. But that is not the main story. What made me feel even worse was when I asked the muslim-malay colleague where did she perform her prayers?? She answered, "Oh akak tak sembahyang Zohor sebab tak selesa nak sembahyang". Oh -- damn. Yes, the place was kinda dodgy but yet still clean and it was good to at least perform our Zuhr and Asr prayers. I dont want to judge but dont you feel guilty being so open telling me that? And then I realize.. M...

Oh hi dearies! Been lost in dunya thingy for a while and now feel like writing again! Well, my baby N is 20 weeks old now in my little tummy! Calling him/her baby N since my husband's name and I start with capital N lol. Well, all praises be to Allah, everything was made easy throughout the journey, and few more weeks to go before this baby gets into this Earth. The first trimester was challenging but Alhamdulillah, I have made it successfully! I kept on vomitting and was emotionally & mentally weak the first few weeks. But one thing I can tell you, after-vomit-effect was very very nice. hahahah! I really love the feeling, I dont know why. So future mommies out there, please be strong. When you feel down and sudden mood swing, take wudu' and pray. Because He is the listener and the best planner :) When it is your first experience being pregnant, trust me, everyone will be so so excited and sharing the do's and dont's during pregnant! Not only that, sometimes ...

Assalamualaikum I was single, approximately two months ago. Since then I can say a lot of things have changed. It is quite tough though. I never expected marriage can be this scary but frankly saying, I really love that now I have a company to sleep, to eat, and to mandi together, TEHEE :p We are still learning to cope with each other, and hopefully everything will be better over time. After our wedding, we flew to Phuket for our honeymoon trip. I'll do special posting for our trip but bear in mind, we spent most of our time together in the house, therefore there were very few pix taken. Apologize for that. The apartment hotel was very convenient and affordable too! Ah, can't wait to give them the best review! :) Throwback 2006 The year where we got into the same class in SMK Seksyen 7.I never knew his existence till we were meant to be in the same class in that year. My impression towards him at the first meeting was really - annoying. He was very childish, playful and...

Assalamualaikum. 9am When every single person on the Earth is excited about Raya, I am the opposite. Two weeks ago, my husband and I were very very excited about the happy news - I am pregnant for five weeks. We went to Klinik Ajwa, Seksyen 7 Shah Alam to confirm my pregnancy and did our 2d scan! Felt very delighted to see my little baby (looks like a sesame seed that time) in my cute little tummy~ Hee.  Now that I am already 7 weeks pregnant, this body seemed little off these few days. It is a month of Ramadhan and I never skipped my puasa until today - SIGH. But I do need to think about this little life inside my womb, he/she needs water, nutrients, and food. I am in the office right now, and most of my colleagues got no clues that I am pregnant. My baby is still fragile and I really believe I need to keep it low until my first trimester ends in September. 1.50pm Well, had my quick lunch just now - alone in the store room. I had a hot dog bun and a chocolate milk a...

Amsyar Rizqi, my favourite little creature is my nephew. Yesterday he turned 4 months old and I really really love him. Cheeky, active and cute! Get easily angry if he is hungry and sleepy. He'll be calling me mommy and hoping that he grows healthily. I am a type of mother that panic & over reacting when he is sick. I just can't see him crying though. I am in love :) The first day he was brought home ;')